today is our performance day...we have been rehearsing for like 2 weeks and before you know it is show time...However, i'm not worried about that...somehow, i don't feel the same nervousness and anxiety that i used to feel for my theater. Well, life is like that...what you care about, you get anxious and worried, whereas the stuff you don't care about, you are good at it...I don't have any complaints though...the last two weeks have passed by like whirlwind and this helped to just breeze through life without any worries. Life as a single guy can get boring and depressing at times, so this has been a welcome break. And since my original plan was to do nothing, this didn't really cancel my other commitments. I do feel that my bhagavatha parayanam slowed down, but it is good to read it at slower pace...Anyways, after today, there is going to be a lot of FREE time and that is the time to focus and concentrate more on my bhagavatha reading. So, well, God has been kind to take care of me in the last few weeks and i get the feeling that i'm slowly settling down to a routine, which is good since this shows that life is steadying itself....Anyways, that is a topic for another day and for me the moment is about going and rocking the stage!
Omsairam!
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