When plans dont work

The title says it all...i started with a plan A and a plan B as the backup, but up till now, both of them have been ruled out..now, im nurturing plan C and plan D, but it is too early to comment on...why does this happen? This whole planning thingy falling on its face...In such a scenario, what should a man do? stop planning? going with the flow, eh? Isn't that tough? i cant go with a flow when i have bills to pay and leases to sign? Can't tell them...why don't you go with the flow? Why do i need to sign a lease? let us just go with the flow....can't do that, can i?

Anyways, April has really been a night-marish month for me...tooth aches, career pains, insurance problems, what the hell...all i can do is to hope that may and the rest of the year will not torment me the same way as it did in this time of the year...Did i learn something from this? Of course yes, it is another matter on whether i will remember any of this later :-)

a) follow god's will, no matter how it difficult it seems.

b) Never LIE...try to face the truth.

enough of bad mouthing the folks i hatee...let me just say, whatever has happened is for my god and just move on....well, thats the spirit...let me see if i can retain that