Reminiscences followup

It is a thursday...call it divine intervention or my own human body, I woke up early enough and am still in good moods....As my mind is thanking god for his divine presence in my life and as many, many memories of him saving me pass through my mental vision, I cannot, but help, to describe what the other side of the world is that i so callously wrote last time....nah, i take it back, i cannot call it the dark side, for it is also a part of me, may be an ignorant side....take it back again....i think both sides are good, for the search in the darkness leads a man to light...

In my previous post, i asked many questions about my identity, my purpose, my goals and my dreams...now, in my new post, probably i'm going to refute what i said and start all over again :-)
As i woke up this morning, a sense of thankfulness swept over me and i realized that never in my life had i ever been found left wanting, not in the mundane sense that all my wishes were found fulfilled, but all my needs were taken care of! I visualized god as this loving mother who treats her children with utmost love and always makes sure that they never go to bed hungry...but, this doesn't mean that the kids get a free ride and have whatever they want...like a caring mom, she feeds her kids the foods that wont spoil their appetite...the mother loves the kids, but cannot give whatever the kids want for the fear of spoiling their health....If we take the above analogy, the kids cannot argue that i've a want for these and u are the one who caused the desire, so satisfy this...Ok, coming back, GOD has given me what i needed but not what i wanted...and knowing this, i have to be content with my life and move on with renewed optimism and passion.

Another thing to remember (cliche alert), is whatever happens is for my good...any experience i have, instead of wondering why it happened to me or whether it is useful or not, i should experience it...Life is not a race to worry about targets, instead it is an adventure, where we sometimes just need to experience the journey...or rather put it this way, if you dont know where you are going, then simply enjoy the journey....Cliches, cliches and more cliches...but what can i do? to be honest, i meant what i am saying right now...