The day after

Alright! it ended well...regardless of the result, i felt i did a decent job at what happened..however, now, i'm anxiously awaiting the RESULTS now...I expected something to be out today, but that didn't happen...so, i think, sometime early next week, i will get to know the results..whatever, the result, i didn't want bridges to burn down, but seems like the burning has already started, big time...Of course, i didn't start it, but someone did and i had to feel guilty today...That is one question that is tormenting me...In a capitalistic world, why should someone be bothered by loyalty? Is someone giving me an extra morsel for being loyal? Is someone advancing my career for sticking it out here? IMO, the answer is NO...in such a scenario, what use is loyalty? Is it just a phrase that BIG guys throw it out once in a while to cheat the little guys? I dont know..but there were bouts of questions arousing within me about whether what i was doing was right or wrong..however, no questions were resolved and i was back to the familiar theme of life so far: CONFUSION.

Whether the change is for good or for bad, i don't know...but i do that changes are coming big time and all i can do is to go with them.

Amen!