As i stood there, reading out loud my lines, i knew i was pretty succky...pardon my language, but my audition was what you would call five minutes in hell...being trained as an actor, i expected better from myself, but the last two auditions were very poor by any standards (even by mine) and hence the added disappointment and dejection.
As i came out of the hall, a huge relief crept over me along with the a sense of disappointment and humiliation and many of those negative things that you can usually associate with defeat. The only good thing was that my so-called performance wasn;t taped and i wasn't made to watch it later and also, it was a closed room audition, so no booes and not many people who have the misfortune of watching it...Seriously, i can blame it on many things:preparation time, font size, poor script, unhelpful casting crew, stars not properly aligned etc...
So, what to do now? Should i audition more and go through all the humiliation / disappointment / hurt feelings? Or should i simply quit accepting the fact that i cannot be good at everything?
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