Sunday, June 14, 2009

Ten things to do in my life

It is almost 11:40 pm and it is a quiet sunday night...my mind is in quiet mode right now and is waiting like a lull before the storm...tomorrow is another tough day at office as there are things where i haven't found a foothold yet and i'm struggling too, meanwhile the review time is coming off, which means thou shall reap the rewards of your work or thou shall lament for missed oppurtunities....illuminati have said that i've done a good job, but still my heart isn't contended or happy, for illuminati actions are very unpredictable and hence the dilemma...

Anyways, i've been pondering about being a little more personal here on the blog and start scribbling the ten things (or more) to do in life and then actually do them or carry over those ambitions with me for future...i'm not sure if it is a good idea since many people who knew me read this blog, but yet, most of them already have an opinion about me and hence there wouldn't be hidden surprises...of course, a little bit of discretion will also be maintained by me, since i wouldn't post things that i shouldnt be posting....in such a scenario, my mind again tells me on why the hell should i make them public and post it here, if i'm always going to have a hidden mode? Well, didnt think of that until now and now, i get the feeling that my whole idea of publishing my ten things to do is probably get some attention onto me, like those bollywood/hollywood damsels who do that for free (read cheap) publicity...How deceptive is the human mind really and how far does one need to go to understand this? 

This essentially means that this is yet another blog that has got nothing on it and yet it does fill up the space and words...the only good thing is that i'm protecting the environment as all this trash talk is not written in paper, hopefully preserving a tree for may be another second...but, the computer i'm using this to type this and people who will use a computer to read this would spend more energy than that and have already wasted more energy than i saved with that one second of the tree life....Does this mean that people should talk or do something only when something worthwhile comes out of it? Imagine such a world and then see how much of the clutter goes away...or may be it is not a good idea afterall? If people act only on useful things, then they have a lot of time to think and that means a terrible time for the world...Why did they have more wars in the old days than today? Don't get it? Go out and watch for yourself? You see a dude with something in his ears? You see a lady with something hanging around her neck? ipods and cell phones, man! And well, you might say, that is for the outside, surely, they must be thinking at home: nah, again go inside and see...you see some black box or probably a thin, huge screen or those black boxes around that screen...they are called the TV and the XBOX...and if you are really wiped out and cannot even sit, you still have laptops...that means, a man cannot for a single second in his life get time to collect his thoughts? Again where is the time to think? But, wait  a second, if human life is designed to be less thinking in the modern age, how am i able to think about all this? 



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